i just applied for another job. i haven't done that in... seven years? maybe longer. to be honest, i don't even know what the job was. it was in atlanta and i seemed qualified, so i made up a resume and sent it in. i didn't agonize over any of it. it took me about half an hour to do the resume. i asked a couple friends to look it over. that was that. i hope there were no typos in it or glaring errors, but at the same time, i really don't care that much.
it's possible that i have no idea what i'm doing or what direction my life is about to take. or maybe everything will stay the same. i can't stop living inside my own head. it's crazy in there.